The year of being 19 passed quickly, and I wish I'd had more time with it. There were the usual tears and pain, maybe a little lesser than years before. It had been fruitful, I survived.

For half of it I struggled to get better, and the other half was being swept into working life full time before I could stop it from happening. I lived alone in Japan for one and a half months, for living.

I made more important decisions for my life that people groaned and disagreed with, thank you for pushing the blame onto my mum, but sorry to let you know it only made us stronger.

I withdrew from air rifle and schooling, and air rifle had meant so much to me I never imagined the day I leave would be before 25 or 30. But this much focus and devotion I felt I needed and decided to give to my photography. No regrets.

Still, so much insecurities, uncertainties. But I'm trying.

Such a year was being 19.

Did I mention how much it means to me to see all your comments?

Please, accept my utmost sincere thank you from the bottom of my heart, and continue to give me your guidance
in this year as I turn 20.



Jingna
04 05

*edit* Well, I was working on my birthday. As I still am now. Thank you so much for all your well wishings. <3