Not a particularly special number, but I was looking at the
21 entry from a year ago, and thinking, just how amazing it is that those events all feel so far away now. It's incredible how fast time passes by.
I haven't been updating as much this year, I think I'd became quieter after my grandma's passing.
Little as I do, I still go out, talk to people, hold meetups, joke with friends and do dinners with pals. But it's just changed.
In a way, I think you can call it becoming accepting.
A long-time client also once mentioned that I seemed to have mellowed over the years. So perhaps, it is just something that comes with age. I don't really know.
Sometimes I feel old. So old.
So much responsibilities to shoulder, so many expectations to not fail, so much money to deal with, so many variables to consider.
So much, so much of everything.
But even then.
Even then, I still wake up to dreams of those who're gone. I still remember, I still feel. I am still capable of crying. Still human.
I'm still the little girl chasing after her dreams whilst trying not to drown.
For everyone who's followed me thus far, words can't express the gratitude I have for your support and love.
Thank you.
Jingna
4/5/09
`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More
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Happy Birthday dear. I've been following you for years, and though my work looks nothing like yours, I consider you a huge inspiration, and one of the people who actually started me on this journey. Thanks for that, and again, happy birthday!
Don't let the hard things in your life turn you into emotionless stone of a person.
Keep creating wonderful things and enjoy the life to the fullest. Take it the way it is.
with hard work and talent like yours, everything will workout fine
For progressive, creative years to come and many happy returns!