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Journal Entry: Mon May 3, 2010, 11:16 AM




Not a particularly special number, but I was looking at the 21 entry from a year ago, and thinking, just how amazing it is that those events all feel so far away now. It's incredible how fast time passes by.

I haven't been updating as much this year, I think I'd became quieter after my grandma's passing.

Little as I do, I still go out, talk to people, hold meetups,  joke with friends and do dinners with pals. But it's just changed.

In a way, I think you can call it becoming accepting.

A long-time client also once mentioned that I seemed to have mellowed over the years. So perhaps, it is just something that comes with age. I don't really know.


Sometimes I feel old. So old.

So much responsibilities to shoulder, so many expectations to not fail, so much money to deal with, so many variables to consider.

So much, so much of everything.

But even then.

Even then, I still wake up to dreams of those who're gone. I still remember, I still feel. I am still capable of crying. Still human.

I'm still the little girl chasing after her dreams whilst trying not to drown.

For everyone who's followed me thus far, words can't express the gratitude I have for your support and love.

Thank you.


Jingna
4/5/09

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:iconmrnaong:
~MrNaong May 5, 2010  Student Writer
<3 Hearts for you. I'll be turning twenty this year. Yeah, I still think of old struggles, still think of battles won and battles lost. But we all live and learn and grow. Through our experiences we will lose friends and gain friends. As a child turns into an adult, he/she learns how to accept responsibilities. Even though it may be hard at times, we all try so very hard to please everybody, but sometimes it just does not work out that way. So happy birthday to you, here's to 22 more years of living, learning, and loving. <3
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:iconjaredkelley:
I remember feeling old at 22, now 10 years later, I realize how young I was. Happy B-Day
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:iconuin:
~uin May 5, 2010  Hobbyist Photographer
22 is old? Come on! :P

Just wait to you appoach...30...eeeesh

Happy B'day :w00t:
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:iconiluvstix44:
Happy belated birthday :aww: :hug: Just try to stay positive and everything will gradually pass :)
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:iconi-eat-with-sporks:
Happy Birthday! :la: Please continue doing what you do!
As a photography student myself, I hope to become as awesome as you ^^
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:iconnashcity:
Happy birthday! I wish you the all the best. Allways.
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:iconnurix:
Belated Happy Birthday! I can't believe I'm older than you! D: You've achieved a lot already and I'm sure you'll do great! :D :cake:
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:iconsilvergate08:
i am a newbie here in deviantart, though i am a member in almost a year but i started browsing this site like week ago. and honestly when i visited your gallery like two or three days ago. man! your really awesome! i really like your work. im fan. your only 22. be happy i am much older heheheh.you have more things to discover

happy birthday
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:iconyoupauline:
happy bday zemotion~
looking forward to more of your artwork :]
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