Not a particularly special number, but I was looking at the
21 entry from a year ago, and thinking, just how amazing it is that those events all feel so far away now. It's incredible how fast time passes by.
I haven't been updating as much this year, I think I'd became quieter after my grandma's passing.
Little as I do, I still go out, talk to people, hold meetups, joke with friends and do dinners with pals. But it's just changed.
In a way, I think you can call it becoming accepting.
A long-time client also once mentioned that I seemed to have mellowed over the years. So perhaps, it is just something that comes with age. I don't really know.
Sometimes I feel old. So old.
So much responsibilities to shoulder, so many expectations to not fail, so much money to deal with, so many variables to consider.
So much, so much of everything.
But even then.
Even then, I still wake up to dreams of those who're gone. I still remember, I still feel. I am still capable of crying. Still human.
I'm still the little girl chasing after her dreams whilst trying not to drown.
For everyone who's followed me thus far, words can't express the gratitude I have for your support and love.
Thank you.
Jingna
4/5/09
`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More
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I hope it was great and that you will have an amazing year ahead! <3
I've been following you for a couple of years now, and I'm enjoying watching you grow as an artist.
Keep it up
Mellowing comes with age, and at 22 it can sometimes feel like you have the weight of the world on your shoulders. Remember to take time to smell the flowers.
Hope your day was plesent, as my birthday today was. Too bad sitting in front of the computer takes some of those good feelings off.
Have a great day with a lot of cake.
T.